today

yesterday monday!- went to watch a volleyball match with my gd friendd jo. went to hougang sports hall to see zhonghua sec and idk clementi town play. the boys are tall.. woah. then it was xinmin! GO XINMIN! okay it was jo's school ...so the boys did a great job score difference about 10, last time i checked. the boys totally owned the game and the girls did a great job. dont give up jiayou! went to AMK HU spanspan style="color:#000000;">till sevenpm. bought dark pink nail polish. yay was given korean stuff from jo! i loved the flower keychain!<333 color="#000000">
skipping to eight thirty pm,
had to go downstairs and pick jo up because of ...stray CATS hahaha so after that we were basically camwhoring in the dark flipping our hair, doing nail polish, reading fashion magazines and gossipingxoxo until 1am. she painted my fingernails and are now red,blue,black,brown and silver in colour while i did her nails which were shiny white with black highlights, im so proud of my work! i was doing facebook and she was chatting to b. and dan. and it was hilarious and i had to urgently type my password out for fb or else the whole chatbox will pop up when the two guys typed sth, i failed twice...and learned BHB!

tuesday! today!
played comp and jo went home becuz had trg.
was gonna go out but backed out last minute.
so slept and woke up and surfed net.
must eat no more sweet stuff!!!

gonna cut bangs like when i was young except maybe sidebangs.

gonna pierce ears like when i was young(closed up already) but considering...

third ear hole?

infatuation

house of night book- TEMPTED.
read it, I LOVE STARK, he is on seen on the cover with zoey! hes the guy with blonde hair and he's her warrior. i cant believe heath died after loving zoey so so much but he was really noble and i really want him to be ressurected in burned..i hope that the story might have some twist and heath will continue ... well, all i can say is that eric's a jerk.

video on house of night.. sweet!

time to take a stand

life is really confusing sometimes. we make decisions, whether big or small and we always question whether we have made the right choice. we fret if we think that we made a wrong choice or we always try to sucker ourselves into believing that the right choice does not seem to be what it seems. or we try to push our own responsibility to others, asking them to choose what is right for us and not we the other way around making our own decisions, after all, this is your life and YOU! are the one that creates your own future. i think that this choice i make is the right path because i felt peace when i made that choice and no one was hurt in the process, not even me. i do not think, i KNOW that i have made a right choice and its time for me to stand on my own two feet. no more being selfish, refusing to take responsibility for yourself. its time to be independent and strong . faith-every tomorrow has two handles, we can take hold of it by the handle of anxiety, or by the handle of faith-

he who has faith has an inward reservoir of courage, hope and confidence, calmness, and assuring trust that all will come out well- even though to the world it may come out badly.~B.C Forbes

LETS START TO LIVE AGAIN(: never being afraid.

heels!

heels!heels!heels!heels!heels!

i love high heels and shoes! i love the sound of high heels tapping on the floor and the look of high heels i love the touch and look and omg i just lovveee heels! i have er, an infatuation with high heels when i was thirteen after coming across a pair of black, well polished, expensive looking(and expensive!),sleek and classy looking four inch highheels in marks and spencers! i fell in love with it aah, but sadly didnt manage to bring it home. the irony is that i keep oohing and aahing at those shoes but i actually dont have those high heels as i feel that im not ready to wear it ... i may trip, fall and dirty them , referring to high heels in general,and i have never everevereverevererverrrr worn highheels (let alone maybe low heels) out before.

before my infatuation with heels were boots. yep. not boots which were suited for rain but for snow ONLY.louboutins' shoes are plain(oxymoron) lovely! they are far from plain they are the BOMBZ! I LOVE THE SUPER DUPER HIGH HEELS as in bout six inches. GOSH. gonna wear that to grad day, yea wishful thinking, too expensiveeeeeeee. love the heels...:)

i lovvveeee sasha pivavorova!

weathered tones

myf shephard in levi 501 ad.

would have the perfect excuse to wear these babies .love them! esp. breakthrough and imprint.

that reminds me, needa lose weight!

starting anew

if theres one thing i have learnt, trust your instincts
-and just let go. because chances that you are right- and i know i am.